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jenmccarroll) wrote2012-03-25 08:39 pm
jenmccarroll) wrote2012-03-25 08:39 pm
Shopoholic Sunday
Shopoholic Sunday is something I just made up a second ago because I just spent a crap ton of money on stuff I need or have been obsessed with for a while now. Before I get into that though, I have something to say.
I don't really feel like going through what I've been through the last month or so. I also don't feel like going through what I'm still going through. I have my good days and bad days, and sometimes it is all I can do to function. Getting back on track is difficult. I'm still so tired all of the time and I don't want to cook or exercise. However, I can sit up and I can use the internet. I can watch TV. I made it to work every single day last week and only had a few meltdowns, mostly as a direct result of one of my crazy coworkers who enjoys blowing up at me in a psychotic haze whenever she's slightly in a hurry.
So? I bought some stuff.
A wok
Goggles
Prescription sunglasses
Tea-length petticoat
Short petticoat
Lace dress
New Apartment
Well, I'm renting the last one. Way better neighborhood ... no sex offenders or anything.
There are a lot of things I need to do. I need to pack, I need to do homework, I need to join this gym near my job except it's $60 a month and omg.
I think Greg got a car or is getting a car or something.
I'm going to try really hard to be professional at work, but I think I'm done being bullied. I'm working really hard at not being too stunned to say anything when someone is screaming at me at work or says something backhanded and rude. Otherwise, I'm going to keep on keeping on so I fit in the dress I bought and get some more A's like I got on my midterm. :)
I don't really feel like going through what I've been through the last month or so. I also don't feel like going through what I'm still going through. I have my good days and bad days, and sometimes it is all I can do to function. Getting back on track is difficult. I'm still so tired all of the time and I don't want to cook or exercise. However, I can sit up and I can use the internet. I can watch TV. I made it to work every single day last week and only had a few meltdowns, mostly as a direct result of one of my crazy coworkers who enjoys blowing up at me in a psychotic haze whenever she's slightly in a hurry.
So? I bought some stuff.
A wok
Goggles
Prescription sunglasses
Tea-length petticoat
Short petticoat
Lace dress
New Apartment
Well, I'm renting the last one. Way better neighborhood ... no sex offenders or anything.
There are a lot of things I need to do. I need to pack, I need to do homework, I need to join this gym near my job except it's $60 a month and omg.
I think Greg got a car or is getting a car or something.
I'm going to try really hard to be professional at work, but I think I'm done being bullied. I'm working really hard at not being too stunned to say anything when someone is screaming at me at work or says something backhanded and rude. Otherwise, I'm going to keep on keeping on so I fit in the dress I bought and get some more A's like I got on my midterm. :)